Mar 05, 2007 17:00
.... I havent really been home now in over a month. And its not that I miss home, but some things about it.
I miss my mom and my dad and my sister. As much as we used to, the more I grow up and the more distant I become, I miss them.
I miss my friends....
Jacob, Katie, Roger, Tommy, Ashlee, Michael, Logan, Jay, Stamps, Spud, Kyle, Cory, Woff, and everyone else. I miss you so much, and would be NOTHING without you.
I miss the way things used to be. Everybody is growing up and growing out. And I hate it. I swear I hate it.
I miss having somebody to love, and adore, and hold. Wow. I guess I miss you, Brooke.
Even though things have changed, you'll always be special to me. You gave me one of the happiest years of my life. And though we were young, we grew up a lot together in that year. I will never forget anything we had, and I would never change it for the world. I'll never forget how amazing it felt to put a smile on your face. And how no matter what the world throw on us, we always had each other to get us through the day.
Overall, I just kinda realize that my youthful days are running out.
Ive made so many mistakes, but its time to look past them and grow up.
As much as I usually cant express, I do appreciate life. I guess.
Maybe my life just needs more quality. But nobody can change that but me.
Time to change.