Feb 13, 2007 07:54
The pain is here, to tell me that I'm still alive.
I don't care. I just don't care anymore. About anything. Myself. This world. Anything.
Whatever happens, happens.
If I wake up tomorrow, I do.
If I don't, too bad.
I used to listen to all this music about overcoming, and rising above, and perserverance and crap, and I would get all stoked. Now I blow it off because its not always like that.
This world will find a way you eff you over, one way or another.
Trust nobody.
Always be on gaurd.
I don't care about rising above anymore, this is life as I know it.
Oh well.
One things for sure though, nice guys finish last. So I'm done with that.
I've learned my lessons, I've been effed over enough.
I've given up on my dreams.
Like I said, this is life.