You wake up... you check your mail... you see some guestbook entries... and a killer of an entry, telling me my site is fucked up and that I need some fucking serious help. (yeah... she was cursing, but could not even spell those words right... Mwaaaha hahahahaaa ( Read more... )

Damn it! I felt so good for three days... three days without feeling depressed and crying, without feelings of guilt... and now I feel like shit again!! Apparently Alpha people are not creative... they are not creative and they can only copy and not be original... according to my neighbour. I feel so like shit. I'm an Alpha person. And I can't ( Read more... )

Yesterday I felt like shit. Just generally shit. I don't feel like chatting... that's why I haven't been on AIM lately. Today I feel only slightly better ( Read more... )

Just watched Buffy and Charmed which I taped last night. I don't want to bother Joost with my programs... he he. It's good watching them when I'm all alone, not having to worry about Joost and that he doesn't like to watch those programs. I realised something... I used to like Charmed better than Buffy... but now I'm not so sure anymore. Buffy has ( Read more... )

Grrrrrrr ( Read more... )

Mum is in the IC right now. She had surgery this afternoon, a near 4 hour during operation. She's very calm, but she's in a lot of pain. We just hope things get better from now on. We still have to wait for the research results, if it's good or bad... but the doctor thought it didn't look like it was going to be bad. We were in the hospital today ( Read more... )

FTP still doesn't work!! I made two new dolls, a Valentines doll and a Kate Winslet doll to support her in her Oscar nomination. :*(
I have to wait patiently. :*(

Ok, for you guys wondering what's with my Dolls site... the server is acting freaky. I haven't left... I'm still here, but this time it's something technical. Hope to have it solved soon.

Blegh blegh blegh. I wish this quarter was over. I'm just tired of those law classes and also of the project. And I hope Joost will graduate next Thursday. His graduation brings a lot of stress into our home ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I have to go to the dentist for that root canal thing! :( :( I'm going there alone, because Joost really needs to go to his work tomorrow. Well, I can do it alone. Just tell myself that I can do it. *shivers*

I hate stuff like that!! :(