Forget About It
i really hate high school. i just cant imagine what could possibly be going through everyones head right now. im being completely blunt with this now, now that i've recovered from extreme shock. i hate being the one who tries to bring everyone together, i've given up and im moving on. its not like anyone cares really about this whole ordeal that happened yesterday, only a specific number care, but really, i mean, who could really think theyre not making a huge deal out of it. i tried to complete my civil duty, as a friend and as a nurturer. and i really just cant believe the feedback i received. i know im not one with huge problems, so dont belittle my thoughts. i have no relationship problems, i have no suicidal tendencies, and i really dont have any big deal problems like everyone in the world has right now. im not denying you your feelings, any of you, but all im saying is that im sorry for not having any big problems, and because of that, i think i just lost a whole bunch of friends. welcome to the good old cypress fucking high, where only really sick problems matter to anyone. its sick because im left out of the therapy squad, only because i dont have a knife to my wrists, or i dont whimper about my problems. now , if anyone comments(incredibly doubtful) in this and thinks i dont care about the one with suicidal tendencies, or relationship problems, i forewarn you. i warn you because i do care. im just stating how i feel. this is what lj's are for right? good night then and good bye. jonas.