I'm... I thought I'm over it, as much as one can be over something like this, but these days, I'm really missing Evan ( Read more... )

[Note: This is taking place after Jon's meeting with Hsu and also after a yet not played-out phone call to Dean for which the encounter with Hsu has to be closer to the end ;)]Jon's still sore - and will probably be for a while - from his meeting with Hsu. It's clear that he can't really help Hsu, not in the way he wants to. There's one man that ( Read more... )

There are two letters that Jonathan wants to write. They don't exactly contain things he was afraid to say, but things that were left unsaid as the receiver of the letter... died or, in at least one case, disappeared.

Dear Evan,I miss you. Eldarion misses you even more ( Read more... )

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A couple of week ago, Yevgeny told me that Evan... he's alive. Or should I say - Caspian is ( Read more... )

Jon had to promise Yevgeny not to tell anyone about Evan. Anyone but Nathaniel - because he lives with them - and he begged Eldarion out of him as well ( Read more... )

Yevgeny had told Jon that Kirill and Remus knew about Evan not being dead all the time. And Remus never told him. Logically, he understands. But he doesn't feel like being logical at the moment ( Read more... )

Jon has arrived back home from his trip to Dean a few hours ago. After taking a nap and getting his bag empty again, he joins Yevgeny on the sofa, snuggling up against him.

"Thanks," he whispers against Yevgeny's chest, knowing very well that Yevgeny would've any right to be jealous.

Jon turns the knife that he inherited from Evan around and around, watching the sunlight catch on the blade. It's a beautiful knife, sharp - and it all but screams Evan ( Read more... )

My birthday is in eleven days ( Read more... )