Work work.  Work work work.  School and work.  Sigh ( Read more... )

Tonight Karen and Irish and James and I went to the Dixie Stampede.  It was pretty fun.  We played Apples to Apples in the parking lot for like, two hours afterwards.  :D  Nice ( Read more... )

HIMYM makes me want to write fanfic again.  >_>  I stopped after my HSM craze died down a little, but I kinda really want to write some Barney/Ted, and possibly some George Michael/Maeby from Arrested Development.  I don't know.  But after hearing that Josh Radnor (Ted on HIMYM) and Neil Patrick Harris did a play where they were both full frontal ( Read more... )

So.  Last night I talked to James, and I asked him for one more chance.  I guess it was more like begging... I don't know.  I've never felt this empty and scared and vulnerable and pathetic in my life.

I'm begging a boy who barely feels anything for me to be with me again so I can show him I can be whatever he wants, because I am too scared to live ( Read more... )

Bridget left for college today.  ;-;  I will miss her a lot.  I'm already kind of lonely.  I wish there was some way I could move out now; it's weird being the only one left in my parents' house.  -_-  Grr.

James is being a stupid boy head, and it's making me sad and angry and anxious all at the same time.  I don't like it.  I don't know what to do ( Read more... )

Sooo once upon a time, I hate my life.  Yesterday was completely ridiculous, except for American Idol which made me squee a LOT.  OMGDAVIDCOOK ( Read more... )

JUST FOR FUN LOOK AT MY TAGS GUYS

I have 104 entries under "emo"
63 - "everything sucks"
82 for "college/job/money"
101 under "harry potter"
133 under "jameslove" -- I must really love him if he's got more than Harry.
124 for "lameness"
84 - "teh intranetz"
113 - "sherrilove"
112 - "random"
64 - "love/ridiculous obsession"
103 - "life"
119 - "karen/irishlove"
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Yaayyyy I talked to Erin today!!  :D  I called her after work and we talked for awhile.  It was lovely.
Booooo I left my lights on this morning and my car battery died.  I had to call my mom to come jump me after work.  -_-
Yaayyyy work tonight wasn't that bad!
Booooo only getting like a dollar and a half in tips.
Yaayyyy James bringing me Kyoto ( Read more... )

I can't keep up with my life, which is kind of sad since I never really do much....  yesterday I just played with James all day at his house, and we watched a lot of Mythbusters and Heroes.  It was fun.  <3  He bought a lot of candy and some fudge and we basically gorged ourselves.... and now I feel really bad.  -_-  But it was still good.  ^^;

Now ( Read more... )

So yeah, Charlotte!  Whoo!  We got here around 10 last night, after a trip full of bathroom breaks, grape bubblegum, hamsters, and loud obnoxious singing.  ^_^  Good times.  We watched Breakfast at Tiffany's with my aunt after my sister and I had called our boyfriends and stuff.  ^^;  Yay.

Before we left we stopped by the carwash so I could say ( Read more... )