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i haven't posted here in forever. this seems to be the standard opening to any of my posts in the last year. but, so it goes.
anyway. i've been going through a lot of stuff lately. i'm not sure i want to get into it here, or really anywhere, but i have been having a really, really hard time. this hard time will be necessitating my acquisition of a therapist, and probably anti-anxiety meds. and perhaps an antidepressant, who knows. my only escape has been just being in my apartment. but jason's going through his own share of rough times, and we are both struggling to support each other. it's just been a hard few months. and an especially hard few days. especially hard.
so there's that.
in positive news, i started weight watchers 2 weeks ago. at my weigh-in last week, i lost 6 lbs. so that's pretty wonderful.
in other positive news, my sister got engaged. she asked me to be her married lady (not matron) of honor, and that's exciting. but there are a bunch of issues that have come up since she got engaged. and i don't know.
i'm just having a hard time.
and i need someone to spill my guts to besides jason. it's not fair to him.
anyway. i've been going through a lot of stuff lately. i'm not sure i want to get into it here, or really anywhere, but i have been having a really, really hard time. this hard time will be necessitating my acquisition of a therapist, and probably anti-anxiety meds. and perhaps an antidepressant, who knows. my only escape has been just being in my apartment. but jason's going through his own share of rough times, and we are both struggling to support each other. it's just been a hard few months. and an especially hard few days. especially hard.
so there's that.
in positive news, i started weight watchers 2 weeks ago. at my weigh-in last week, i lost 6 lbs. so that's pretty wonderful.
in other positive news, my sister got engaged. she asked me to be her married lady (not matron) of honor, and that's exciting. but there are a bunch of issues that have come up since she got engaged. and i don't know.
i'm just having a hard time.
and i need someone to spill my guts to besides jason. it's not fair to him.