dreams
so last night I had a dream with John in it, I was upset in my dream but when I woke up I wasn't upset. I don't know if like, that just had to happen to spite me or if because I told Patti the mini-saga last night when i drove her home from work or because of the crazy situation Kim is going through....or what. In any case though, it happend, and for as much as I would rather have lied to myself and said it never happend I guess that doesn't really serve me a lot of good though either.
So then the night before, this one I find more amusing. Well I was seeing the format, and it was like at waterstreet but a little different but it was deffenitly supposed to be. So for some strange reason I was sitting on the side of the stage with my legs dangling off, like I wasn't that important because I was just next to some computers that were controling sound. And like between songs Nate would like come over and talk to me, and he remembered my name and I don't really know how i expect that to happen, but its MY dream. So then like, I saw Eric so i went over to give him a hug and he totally ignored my existance, so I got all upset and was like..."whatever, this so isn't even worth my time" so i went back to my little perch. Then the only other thing i remember that that the machines next to me started beeping, and no one that worked there was coming to fix it. So the band went to play faith in fast cars and the quiet song made it so that you could hear the beeping and Nate was like "can't you please turn that off? It's really annoying" and I couldn't and thats all I remember
On the topic of sleeping a lot, I fell asleep last night at 8:30 and then got up and went downstairs at like 10:30 or something and slept on and off unil 9:50...that is a lot of sleep. I gotta try to be around at like midnight more often, I haven't talked to Tim in what seems like forever. heh. damn time difference and commute to home, and damn me for it bothering me
So then the night before, this one I find more amusing. Well I was seeing the format, and it was like at waterstreet but a little different but it was deffenitly supposed to be. So for some strange reason I was sitting on the side of the stage with my legs dangling off, like I wasn't that important because I was just next to some computers that were controling sound. And like between songs Nate would like come over and talk to me, and he remembered my name and I don't really know how i expect that to happen, but its MY dream. So then like, I saw Eric so i went over to give him a hug and he totally ignored my existance, so I got all upset and was like..."whatever, this so isn't even worth my time" so i went back to my little perch. Then the only other thing i remember that that the machines next to me started beeping, and no one that worked there was coming to fix it. So the band went to play faith in fast cars and the quiet song made it so that you could hear the beeping and Nate was like "can't you please turn that off? It's really annoying" and I couldn't and thats all I remember
On the topic of sleeping a lot, I fell asleep last night at 8:30 and then got up and went downstairs at like 10:30 or something and slept on and off unil 9:50...that is a lot of sleep. I gotta try to be around at like midnight more often, I haven't talked to Tim in what seems like forever. heh. damn time difference and commute to home, and damn me for it bothering me