hate it
latley things have been off, tan and I have been at eachothers throats. if its not about him getting a job its about him assuming im out fuckin around with someone else. how do you get it through someone's head that that's no the issue. honestly im getting tired of it. I want to move out of there and get my own place, im just a tad bit scared of living by myself... and losing my bestfriend. at times I kinda wish things were different, I wonder what it would be like if we would of waited. I feel shitty and I have to get back to work already... somebody just make it all go away already.