Jul 03, 2007 13:18
So its been a while since I last updated and alot has happened in the past few months.
I now live with my bro. My mom hasnt left so it was more of an excuse to get me and my bro out of the house.
I feel so overwhelmed with shit
I have 9 days left on my notice and I still havnt found another place.
I dont want to move out with my brother, hes too much for me. My mom kicks him out and expects me to put up with the booger!!
I really dont like my job. I dont really do much all day but .... idk
I have to work holidays and if I dont I dont get paid. no benefits or sick time. nothing.
I need a new one
I guess I put myself into this situation. like they say you make your own bed everyday.
Making descisions sucks! Im at a crossroad right now where I have to decide what to do, it will not only affect me but also it will impact my sibling whom I dont really get along with. He threatned to knock my ass out yesterday for smoking a bowl in my room at the apartment which I also pay rent. He blames me for getting his car taken away, even though he was the one driving with a suspended license and decided to speed....
Now its my responsibility to take him to work at 6:30 in the morning.
Am I still obligated to do that when he threatens to knock me and my boy out??
I hate the fact that hes so ignorent. how do you deal with people who are so closed minded and only see things one sided. He blames everyone for everything that went wrong in his life.
aint that some shit
I wish I could do the same also.....
I feel like im going to breakdown.
Why do i let things like this affect me so much. I get overwhelmed with everything.
It sucks when ur stuck with a person like this in a situation like mine.
what to do?????????