Bad Night
I'm not quite sure what I'm doing anymore. Last night was shitty. I'm not sure how it came to be that way because all day yesterday I was having a great day. I went to Andrews to go out to dinner and he was in a mood. Made it to the resturant and he was still shitty so I turned the car around, said I wasnt going to deal with it and took him home. He got of my car, slammed the door and I havent heard from him since. I dont know if I caused a fight or he did. Maybe I just want him to breakup with me so that I can try other things and not feel guilty, maybe I'm not meant to be someone forever, or maybe I'm only meant to be with someone else in my life.
I'm sorry for not calling last night Tommy. I just wasnt in a really good mood. I'm sure I would have felt better afterwards but I didnt think of that until this morning. I hope you forgive me.
Hopefully some kind of resolution can happen soon. I'm tired of feeling pulled in different directions and not knowing where I want to be. I'm tired of giving my heart to several rather than one.
I'm sorry for not calling last night Tommy. I just wasnt in a really good mood. I'm sure I would have felt better afterwards but I didnt think of that until this morning. I hope you forgive me.
Hopefully some kind of resolution can happen soon. I'm tired of feeling pulled in different directions and not knowing where I want to be. I'm tired of giving my heart to several rather than one.