Emotional Day
So guess what, my dad is in town. He called me yesterday to let me know he was in Laurel, Delaware about 30 minutes away from where I live. I began crying of course. Its been a year since I last saw my dad. Things have not been on the best of terms since then because I did not agree with his choices.
After seeing him last night a lot of old emotions and anxiety came back. He's moving back up here from what I can gather and that puts me back in the middle of a bad situation. Having him here with my mom here too is going to be a circus because neither of them is grown up enough to deal with it and I don't even think my stepfather is old enough to handle it let alone mature enough.
So a time that is suppose to be happy for me because I have my father back is becoming miserable. On top of that I hurt someone whom I very much love. I want anything in this world to be with this person and I just don't know quite how to go about doing it. I know where my heart is now I just have to get my head there.
After seeing him last night a lot of old emotions and anxiety came back. He's moving back up here from what I can gather and that puts me back in the middle of a bad situation. Having him here with my mom here too is going to be a circus because neither of them is grown up enough to deal with it and I don't even think my stepfather is old enough to handle it let alone mature enough.
So a time that is suppose to be happy for me because I have my father back is becoming miserable. On top of that I hurt someone whom I very much love. I want anything in this world to be with this person and I just don't know quite how to go about doing it. I know where my heart is now I just have to get my head there.