Mar 21, 2005 12:25
Ever want to hop on a plane and just go away? Ever wonder what it would be like to freeze time or rewind it? Ever think about being someone else?
Things are good by the outsides standards of good. I'm living with some great people and finally feel secure in that. Ive got a great job, minus the long tax season hours and long drive to get there. My family is close and I finally feel like we are close like we were before the divorce. Financially I'm doing much better than I was in college, big plus for me. I'm dating a great guy but I guess I just don't know about it. He's amazing to me, takes care of me and introduces me to new stuff but he's not what i expected to be with in life. He's who I have as an ideal mate. I always thought when you found that one there would be no doubts so if I have doubts than I havent found that right one yet right? Ok I need some advice guys what do i do? I live with his friends and don't have anywhere else to go if things get hairy. Do I just see where this goes or do I bail now with these doubts? I mean I enjoy spending time with him and we have a lot of fun together but is that enough?
The sounding board is open, let me hear from you please.