Dec 07, 2004 19:56
Well I had a good day today. It started off slow and cold and rainy. I went to clinicals and had to run to the bus. I put my clinical coat on my head and yea it was cold. Man, lunch cards are the bomb!! Let me tell you. They are so damn awesome. Lunch for just 40 cents. That's great. So I use Beth's card...thanx Beth. I'm lost on my math right now...i really don't know whats going on. It's all good tho. Well I got 31/30 on my math TEST!!! Yea! I was so excited.
After school I learned how to set up the touch pad timing system for guys swimming. They have this nasty gel stuff you're supposed to put into the hole things...outlets or whatever...and its water proof. So if you get it on your hands it won't come off with water and its really sticky. I had some on my fingers yuck.... anyway the meet went good...White team one. I think it was kindo of unfair...the swimmers i mean. Alan beat my backstroke time....1:05!! That sux for me with my 1:07. Grr...
After the meet I went out with Tom, Kyle, Jess, and Patrick to Buddy's. It was fun. Lots of laughs. It was tons of fun. Jeremy gave us his discount even tho he was at carry out. How sweet. Thanx Jeremy. After Buddy's we went to Starbuck's. Who ever knew it could be so hard to get from Buddy's to Starbucks. Took us like seven minutes. Me and Tom were ready to just jump out of the car. Actually just me and Tom got anything. Thanx Tom for the Carmel Apple Cider. He told me he doesn't think my dad likes him...or that he gives him that feeling. It seems like all guys get that impression from him...anyone else get that impression. My dad really likes him tho...lol. Well I got hw to do, Out!!!
Jill
I like this song...it reminds me of me...
Because of You- Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you