ok so its been roughly 64 weeks since my last update...so i guess ill give you guys a heads up you know... well couple weeks ago i turned 20 and as of today i have no job...technicaly im homeless but ihave a house its just not completed...im about to move to chalmette or hammond...not sure which one but im chalmette ill stay with my aunt (me her ( Read more... )

im thinking of quiting...everything...all the drugs and drinking...im not quite sure...but if i do i will focus more on my music...learning the bass getting better on the saxophone...its just a thought that crossed my mind...i wont care if people do it around me but i dont think i will par-take anymore...hopefully it will be a choice for the better ( Read more... )

yet again i have adorned my mask...the one in which i was in love with has broken my heart...perhaps because i was stupid...i dont know...i miss her deeply though...i wish i could go back and reverse what i did...id give anything...but i can not change what has been done...it tears me up inside...it seemed as though my world was crashing down...but ( Read more... )

hey whats up...not much here...havent updated in a while...things have been giong freakin awsome...me and tony have been livingb together for almost 2 months and nothing has burned down...so thas good...my friends are so freakin awsome...always coming over weather its unexpected or not...they just come in...doesnt bother us...i got a freakin awsome ( Read more... )

hey...my x-mas was kinda good the what i got last night was the wost...for those of you who came to my house or slept over youve met my dad...well...as of last night he has passed away...i dont know what esle to say but being with friends has made me feel better...and the family makes me feel sad...well..i dont know...i wanna get smashed...we need ( Read more... )

hey whats up joos guys...not much here...got a job at w-mart...i get 7 an hour to push baskets...woot woot...but i gotta drive to gulfport...sooo i gotta see if i can get transfered...hmmmm...got kicked out o' my house...gay...might live with tony if his mom lets me...anyhway...weeeeeeell guess im gonna go...il talk to joos guys later...

heyyyy whats up joos guys...tomorrow im exempt from my government test...sooo i only have to go for 2nd and 4th...go me...then ill take my self out o' skool...drive home on thursday...pass out the monsters...i bought a case of the XXL monsters...go me...man...thank god im good at govt and history stuff...i didnt do a major project and still managed ( Read more... )

weeeeeeeeeell whats up...nothing much here...one more week...tonight is our x-mas concert were playing let thou be near and a fantasy o' carols...we have to wear tuxedos...its kinda kew...being in a band thats...well...you know...good...heh...hmmmmmmmm nothing much to say...see joos guys in about a week...later - Do Svidaniya- later...johnny p

hey whats up...nothing here...sitting and waiting for 1 30 to roll around so i can go get in uniform and drive to the skool where well depart for a playoff game in texas stadiun (where the cowboys play) i asked wehre it was adn someone said where the cowboys played...and i said on that sucks i dont like the cowboys...someone was like...how could ( Read more... )

was the stadium is pascagoula damaged? because there is no DCI show there...the closest is proably Baton Rogue...its either that or Tupelo...sooooo anyone wanna go to Baton Rogue during the summer? :)...weeell...only 11 more skool days til i come home...woot woot...im gonna get a killer deal on a horn...one that was 2600 hell give to me for 1800 ( Read more... )