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yet again i have adorned my mask...the one in which i was in love with has broken my heart...perhaps because i was stupid...i dont know...i miss her deeply though...i wish i could go back and reverse what i did...id give anything...but i can not change what has been done...it tears me up inside...it seemed as though my world was crashing down...but my friends have kept me sane and my mind in-tact...and for that i am truly thankful...i wish that one day i can find someone as you have...but i was not the only one shocked by the event...a few people told me they never saw it coming...never...it hit me like a ton of bricks...right after my thought were...death is but sweet solitude...but now...i think...im sorry...but now i must go...other than that...not much has been going on...i will recommend a band...Streetlight Manifesto...there ska and really good...so for now...i will speak to you later - Do Svidaniya-later...johny p