I had quite a few dreams while I was in L.A ( Read more... )

Last night, I dreamed that I met Benjamin's sister [for reason, she was American in the dream]. She said to me "You know, if Benjamin was here, he would spend every second he had with you". I don't remember if I said anything in reply, but that made me very happy ( Read more... )

I dreamed about Benjamin this morning. My family & I were visiting him & his girlfriend. She had 3 children from a previous relationship, 2 girls & 1 boy...they all had blonde hair. They lived in a really big house. The furniture was brown ~ all the shelves, cabinets, tables...the sofas, picture frames, and carpet. Even the toilet, which was ( Read more... )

Chatted with Benjamin this morning, after 10 months of not hearing from him at all. I know the length of time, because it was just before his birthday....And dates & times are important to me in an almost obsessive way :p ( Read more... )

I dreamed of Benjamin last night. I was showing my photos and other artwork [???], with a few other people, at some convention-type thing. Everyone shared a white tent and 2 tables with a few other people ( Read more... )

Had 2 dreams of Benjamin this morning ( Read more... )

( Called Benjamin Today )

Today is Chloe's half birthday, she is so happy. She wants half a donut to celebrate!

Mom wants to take the girls for the day. I want her to take them for the whole weekend. NOT that I have money to do anything since Sears screwed up Troy's check AGAIN!! I'm sooo glad he'll be quitting soon ( Read more... )

I mailed a package to Benjamin on Monday & that night I dreamed he IM'd me & thanked me for the letter & gifts...and said I was the bestest friend EVER, and he sent lots of smiley faces & hearts. Awwwwww.

In the dream, I also got an IM from Collin Mochrie! Go figure ( Read more... )

Had 2 more dreams about Benjamin last night & 1 about Pauly Shore [?!?!?]. I don't remember much of any of them. Actually, I don't remember the 1st one of Benjamin other than he was in it & there was some physical contact. The 2nd one, I was in San Francisco & he was going to meet me at some store on Market Street. In the 3rd dream, I was ( Read more... )