Jan 27, 2009 19:58
My stomach is aching, i'm exhausted, and i've been trying to make everything ok. I wash dishes and fix dinner and scoop the litter and try to be understanding. Maybe i'm not doing enough? I don't know....all I know is that i'm exhausted and I know she's exhausted and instead of feeling full of love i'm annoyed and tired...I can't explain the level of how tired I am at the moment.
I think then I get judgmental and I can't forgive and I absolutely hate when someone tells me to leave a room. That infuriates me more than anything else.
How do you stick up for yourself when you know, absolutely that it is going to cause a fight.
Tired.....that about sums it up.