12:20 am

[jessilg]

Meridyth asked me to sleep in the other room.  I was keeping her up either twitching my legs or snoring.  I was restless anyway.  My mind is constantly spinning with all of the things I need to do.  Wash dishes, do laundry, buy charlie food, work on photographs, market my wedding site, finish my promos.  I am physically exhausted and hoping that something comes back and maybe they can fix whatever is wrong.  I am feeling sluggish about my documentary project.  How do I communicate what I want and connect with the people that I want to photograph when they don't know me or trust me and I am so bone weary tired.

I need to not worry so much.  I think that is making me tired too...