a slow decent into the unexpected...
i think there becomes this point in life, where you've got to stop chasing these fantasies and ideals you've create, and realize what you've got. and realize its good for you right now, and you're happy you've stumbled across it. and for the most part try to hold on.
i'm at one of those points right now. and its a strange relization to know there's something stable in my life. a sense of stability; who knew?
yesterday i looked at my livejournals from last february to this past summer. i'm such a different person now; its almost as if some of who i was i dont recognize. and there's part of me that are all to familiar. what i wonder, is if i could have seen myself becoming who i am now.
i'm at one of those points right now. and its a strange relization to know there's something stable in my life. a sense of stability; who knew?
yesterday i looked at my livejournals from last february to this past summer. i'm such a different person now; its almost as if some of who i was i dont recognize. and there's part of me that are all to familiar. what i wonder, is if i could have seen myself becoming who i am now.