The whole time i was reading this i was thinking how simular it sounded, i have spoke and written these same words, the only difference unlike u, i was stubborn and didnt realize i should tone it down. i made cards every month too, and all those things u talked about that made u feel unwanted, made me feel unwanted too. but ur right, its not that they dont care, its just that they are different, i am happy for u that u learnt that in time. its still hard tho, even tho u know someone care's its hard when they dont show it. hopefully both of u can learn to compromise, my mistake was that i stopped making cards out of spite becuase i felt she didnt appreciate it, instead of doing as u did, and stop making them to have one less arguement in a relationship. Its hard when people dont understand how it is to be stuck in a funk and feeling sad all the time. i think maybe thats why it took me so long to move on from my ex, because its not that i want her back, its just that i want her to understand me, to understand what i was going thru, and
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It's so true, being away from someone you love intensifies everything, good and bad. There's an aching numbness I feel when we are apart, and I know it sounds selfish and fickle, but i want him to feel that pain too. Toning down how we feel may be the safest solution, but at the end of the day, didn't they fall in love with us because we're so passionate? Why is it that the things you love most about a person can ultimately be their undoing? In Jake I found the closest thing I've ever known to someone who loves like I do. But still I'm unsatisfied. I have to wonder, will I ever be satisfied? I don't think so. Jesus, if we were together there'd be a hell of a lot of card making going on eh? Hehe. Take care beauty, Jessie xxx
Its not selfish, its just human nature. Its sort of a re-assurance when we know our loved one misses us and hurts when we are gone just as bad as we do
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Toning down how we feel may be the safest solution, but at the end of the day, didn't they fall in love with us because we're so passionate? Why is it that the things you love most about a person can ultimately be their undoing?
In Jake I found the closest thing I've ever known to someone who loves like I do. But still I'm unsatisfied. I have to wonder, will I ever be satisfied? I don't think so.
Jesus, if we were together there'd be a hell of a lot of card making going on eh? Hehe.
Take care beauty,
Jessie
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