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I like to update my journal every now and then. I usually let too much space fall between posts. It is what it is.
So. Beau and I are divorcing. The last straw was something so minor in the grand event that was our marriage. I'm not going to say it was all bad, because it wasn't. He and I are just not right for each other. Maybe he and his new lady will be able to work it out. They say the third time's a charm. /catty.
He can be so mean to me sometimes.
I am now a teacher. I am also working on getting certified. I teach English to high school level students at a small home school center. However, I'm getting certified to teach Middle School Science.
I just moved to Opelousas. I like my little apartment, but I hate the cost.
We are sharing custody. I don't want to. I want them more than half of their lives. This is not easy for any of us.
I spend my weeks when they are with their dad just trying to fill my time with anything that can take me out of my empty apartment. It's kind of depressing.
But at the same time, I'm the happiest I have been since the first year of our marriage. He was such a drain on who I am.
I just picked up a second job as a driver's ed instructor. We shall see how this goes.
I've been getting a lot of support from family and friends. They are awesome.
So. Beau and I are divorcing. The last straw was something so minor in the grand event that was our marriage. I'm not going to say it was all bad, because it wasn't. He and I are just not right for each other. Maybe he and his new lady will be able to work it out. They say the third time's a charm. /catty.
He can be so mean to me sometimes.
I am now a teacher. I am also working on getting certified. I teach English to high school level students at a small home school center. However, I'm getting certified to teach Middle School Science.
I just moved to Opelousas. I like my little apartment, but I hate the cost.
We are sharing custody. I don't want to. I want them more than half of their lives. This is not easy for any of us.
I spend my weeks when they are with their dad just trying to fill my time with anything that can take me out of my empty apartment. It's kind of depressing.
But at the same time, I'm the happiest I have been since the first year of our marriage. He was such a drain on who I am.
I just picked up a second job as a driver's ed instructor. We shall see how this goes.
I've been getting a lot of support from family and friends. They are awesome.