Thanksgiving
Well it's only the beginning of the day and I'm already hating it. I'm not getting together with family today because half of them are "working" for some reason. Therefore, we changed Thanksgiving to Saturday. I'm not looking foward to it. Ugh.
So what am i thankful for?
1]I'm thankful that my amazing Grandfather is still alive. Not that everyone thinks he's going to die, but he has verypoor memory and we can't help but think he's not going to make it another year. We've been thinking this for years now, and he out does us all. He's still alive, still strong, still actslike he's 5with his lame jokes, and childish behavior. I wouldn't want him any other way. Just the thought of him not being able to be here for me for the a majority of my life makes me cry like crazy. He's the most amazing man i've ever had in my life. The only person im going to have endless conversations with in Spanish. He'll pretend to get quarters out of my ears, he'll pretend to bite me when i give him a kiss on the cheek, he'll give me $20 as soon asi see him, and then another $20 at the end of the night becasue he forgot he already gave money. His hair will be sticking up andall over the place whilehe thinks it looks great,he'll be wearing his favorite shirt that he's had since befoer i was born. His glasses will be dirtyy, he will have a pen in the pocket on his shirt. He will put the biggest smile on my face and remind me how happy i am to have a grandpa like him.
2] Raechantel-Ann Aldaya Diaz & her family. My Asian, My Best Friend, My Lesbian Partner, My Other Half. She's been by my side for almost 4 years. I can trust her 100%. Some times i want to choke he becasue she is so asian. I am NOT racist. I just find qualities in Asians that are very annoying to me. Most of the time i can handle Ray and it doesn't btoher me but other times i just want to choke the bitch. I love her though. She is the best. Her family is the best. Her little brothers are amazing.I fight with them like if theywere my own little brothers. I love her parents. I love how they love me and trust me. I lovehow they do so much that they only let Ray do stuff when i'm with her. The whole Diaz Family means everything to me. Thank you for being my Second family and the house i can go to when i need to get away from mine.
3] Kenny. Things are always hard between us and will be for another 3 months. I've hurt him almost every way imaginable and he is STILL with me. I really dont see why he bothers to stay with a girl like me. But he does. And I am thankful more than anything for him. He's helped me so much, and cares about me. He makes me happy, sad, frustrated, furious, and everything in between but i still love him so much. We promised to never let go and i dont plan on it. I love him.
Of course, there is so much more i am thankful for but these are just 3 people that make my everyday worth living.
So what am i thankful for?
1]I'm thankful that my amazing Grandfather is still alive. Not that everyone thinks he's going to die, but he has verypoor memory and we can't help but think he's not going to make it another year. We've been thinking this for years now, and he out does us all. He's still alive, still strong, still actslike he's 5with his lame jokes, and childish behavior. I wouldn't want him any other way. Just the thought of him not being able to be here for me for the a majority of my life makes me cry like crazy. He's the most amazing man i've ever had in my life. The only person im going to have endless conversations with in Spanish. He'll pretend to get quarters out of my ears, he'll pretend to bite me when i give him a kiss on the cheek, he'll give me $20 as soon asi see him, and then another $20 at the end of the night becasue he forgot he already gave money. His hair will be sticking up andall over the place whilehe thinks it looks great,he'll be wearing his favorite shirt that he's had since befoer i was born. His glasses will be dirtyy, he will have a pen in the pocket on his shirt. He will put the biggest smile on my face and remind me how happy i am to have a grandpa like him.
2] Raechantel-Ann Aldaya Diaz & her family. My Asian, My Best Friend, My Lesbian Partner, My Other Half. She's been by my side for almost 4 years. I can trust her 100%. Some times i want to choke he becasue she is so asian. I am NOT racist. I just find qualities in Asians that are very annoying to me. Most of the time i can handle Ray and it doesn't btoher me but other times i just want to choke the bitch. I love her though. She is the best. Her family is the best. Her little brothers are amazing.I fight with them like if theywere my own little brothers. I love her parents. I love how they love me and trust me. I lovehow they do so much that they only let Ray do stuff when i'm with her. The whole Diaz Family means everything to me. Thank you for being my Second family and the house i can go to when i need to get away from mine.
3] Kenny. Things are always hard between us and will be for another 3 months. I've hurt him almost every way imaginable and he is STILL with me. I really dont see why he bothers to stay with a girl like me. But he does. And I am thankful more than anything for him. He's helped me so much, and cares about me. He makes me happy, sad, frustrated, furious, and everything in between but i still love him so much. We promised to never let go and i dont plan on it. I love him.
Of course, there is so much more i am thankful for but these are just 3 people that make my everyday worth living.