Long Time No Livejournal Entry
I was reading one of my previous entries that I posted in September. It's funny becasue I remember almost everything about that day so well. I truely thought Kenny and I were over for sure, but then again I always think we're over after some little incident. Yet, we are still together to this day. It's been a great, terrible, never-forgetting, hard, struggling, and amazing 6 months of being with him. Since August 25, 2006. Those 6 months were the worst and best days i've had in my life. Crying everynight the majority of the time, sometimes from joy, a majority from pain. But we're still together and in love. Thats all that truely matters. According to Kenny he will be coming out here late April. Two months. Six months down, two more to go. Definately not going to be easy, but i've made it through a majority of this nightmare, so i'm determined to get though it.
I'm so proud of myself. I found something I truly love and have stuck with through the absolute worst of times, and amazing times. I found something that has made me a better student, a better daughter, a better grilfriend, and a better person. He's made such an impact on my life, and I thank god everyday for being blessed with such an incredible human being in my life.
He's not perfect, not at all, and I in love with him exactly how he is. When I first started talking to me, I realized that he had a big nose (lol), but now I look at him and don't even see his nose and his big adam's apple (lolx2). I see the most caring, talented, and gorgeous boy ever. He loves me the same way. I know he sees my chubby stomach and other flaws, but I also know he loves me for all my imperfections. Everyone's imperfections make them beautiful. Don't forget that.
I'm teary-eyed and don't really feel like typing much more. I just wanted everyone to know that I love Kenny until the day I die. Even if we ever break up and hate eachother, he will always be in my heart. He is my first and only true love.
I'm so proud of myself. I found something I truly love and have stuck with through the absolute worst of times, and amazing times. I found something that has made me a better student, a better daughter, a better grilfriend, and a better person. He's made such an impact on my life, and I thank god everyday for being blessed with such an incredible human being in my life.
He's not perfect, not at all, and I in love with him exactly how he is. When I first started talking to me, I realized that he had a big nose (lol), but now I look at him and don't even see his nose and his big adam's apple (lolx2). I see the most caring, talented, and gorgeous boy ever. He loves me the same way. I know he sees my chubby stomach and other flaws, but I also know he loves me for all my imperfections. Everyone's imperfections make them beautiful. Don't forget that.
I'm teary-eyed and don't really feel like typing much more. I just wanted everyone to know that I love Kenny until the day I die. Even if we ever break up and hate eachother, he will always be in my heart. He is my first and only true love.