It's kind of good that I post random vent sessions here, cause then I can look back and see how much things have changed or not so much. Haha. I believe I'm sane again, locking up those thoughts and feelings about Magnum. Everytime I need a reality check again, I'll visit my silly ol lj and read some previous posts ( Read more... )

I know it's been like forever since I've posted and trust me I just haven't had time to come and post like I was posting. So I got a STUPID idea today! I was going to message Magnum and say this ( Read more... )

I was talking to this other guy for like about a month or so. He graduated a year or two before me in high school and is friends with alot of people I know from high school. So he added me on facebook and even though I didn't know him I accepted his friend request. So then he'd write me messages and I was like okay whatever and just wrote him back ( Read more... )

Well, I guess not really. So I have genuis parents who come up with some pretty bright ideas (so I say in a sarcastic tone) Anyways, while I was away from home. I can't even remember where the hell I was. I think I was at work, so I come home from work to a room with no fan (hence my room is freaking hot because where my room is && my window faces ( Read more... )

about Magnum && this morning I woke up and I was sad, then during the day as I thought about him like all damn day I got pissed. Because I'm like okay if he did "like" me as people have claimed, then why the hell didn't he say something. I mean could he have grown some balls and spoke up? Because it's like now that I have these feelings for him (or ( Read more... )