Duuuuuude
I know it's been like forever since I've posted and trust me I just haven't had time to come and post like I was posting. So I got a STUPID idea today! I was going to message Magnum and say this...
Subject: Something I need to say,
before I never get around to saying it and then always wondering what if. I don't want to know what if therefore I'm laying it out. I like you, like you a whole lot in a more then friend type of way. I will totally understand if you don't share those same feelings, but I figured I'd take a chance and see and if not, then we can just continue being friends. Then for once and all I will know and not just wonder. Think about it, then let me know :)
Yeah see I told you dumb ideas. I swear I don't know where I get this crap from. Haha. I guess though if I send this and find out where he stands, I won't have to think about it anymore and will be able to move on. Right now I'm just like stuck and I think about him way too much for my own damn good. I don't know what the hell or why for that matter. I mean it's not like I see him all the time. I can't even tell you the last time that I seen him. It's just too much. I even dream about him, seriously WTF. Why??
My latest dream about him included Russel. For some reason we were moving to the mainland (no not as a couple) and Magnum was pissed about it. He couldn't believe that I was moving to the mainland with Russel. Yeah that's all for that dream. Haha. I guess it's cause one time I gave Russel a ride to my Aunty and Uncle's party and the next day when I seen Magnum he's all like "Oh where's Russel?" I'm like I don't know and he seemed to be pretty jealous/pissed that I gave Russel a ride since his car was in the shop. Ugh. Damn you tell me if you like me!
Advice needed!
Subject: Something I need to say,
before I never get around to saying it and then always wondering what if. I don't want to know what if therefore I'm laying it out. I like you, like you a whole lot in a more then friend type of way. I will totally understand if you don't share those same feelings, but I figured I'd take a chance and see and if not, then we can just continue being friends. Then for once and all I will know and not just wonder. Think about it, then let me know :)
Yeah see I told you dumb ideas. I swear I don't know where I get this crap from. Haha. I guess though if I send this and find out where he stands, I won't have to think about it anymore and will be able to move on. Right now I'm just like stuck and I think about him way too much for my own damn good. I don't know what the hell or why for that matter. I mean it's not like I see him all the time. I can't even tell you the last time that I seen him. It's just too much. I even dream about him, seriously WTF. Why??
My latest dream about him included Russel. For some reason we were moving to the mainland (no not as a couple) and Magnum was pissed about it. He couldn't believe that I was moving to the mainland with Russel. Yeah that's all for that dream. Haha. I guess it's cause one time I gave Russel a ride to my Aunty and Uncle's party and the next day when I seen Magnum he's all like "Oh where's Russel?" I'm like I don't know and he seemed to be pretty jealous/pissed that I gave Russel a ride since his car was in the shop. Ugh. Damn you tell me if you like me!
Advice needed!