confusion
confusion has set in.
not sure how to feel about the fact that i'm interested in guys all of the sudden.
its a strange feeling.
i mean, its not that im unattracted to women.
trust me, i know i like women.
just having fun finding out if things could ever work out with a guy.
we will see i suppose.
new car is exciting, but im only driving it ocassionally until i learn how to drive it well.
i can drive it now, but im not confident enough to do it full time.
stick shift isn't easy. isn't really hard either.
but hell its fun, my saturn has some serious pick up.
of course, i get a new car, followed by nicole getting a better one.
always has to one up me.
oh well, im used to it.
she looks so damn cute pregnant.
jackson james is coming in late july.
i know its gonna add a whole lot to my life.
i can't wait.
anyway, its off to work.
hopefully my fucking cell phone will be back on by tonight.
because its really starting to really piss me off that for some reason the bill is huge.
i don't really know what to do about it,
you piss me off:
i think its funny as hell that your with someone that won't let you be who you really are.
especially because thats all you ever wanted to be.
what a joke it has become.
I'm fast to a better judgment
by saying less today
I will gain more, gain more
no tears to you my, my fickle friend, yeah
you you you you, you brought the art of silent war
I don't wanna talk to you anymore
I'm afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue every time you come around
Cause blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground
not sure how to feel about the fact that i'm interested in guys all of the sudden.
its a strange feeling.
i mean, its not that im unattracted to women.
trust me, i know i like women.
just having fun finding out if things could ever work out with a guy.
we will see i suppose.
new car is exciting, but im only driving it ocassionally until i learn how to drive it well.
i can drive it now, but im not confident enough to do it full time.
stick shift isn't easy. isn't really hard either.
but hell its fun, my saturn has some serious pick up.
of course, i get a new car, followed by nicole getting a better one.
always has to one up me.
oh well, im used to it.
she looks so damn cute pregnant.
jackson james is coming in late july.
i know its gonna add a whole lot to my life.
i can't wait.
anyway, its off to work.
hopefully my fucking cell phone will be back on by tonight.
because its really starting to really piss me off that for some reason the bill is huge.
i don't really know what to do about it,
you piss me off:
i think its funny as hell that your with someone that won't let you be who you really are.
especially because thats all you ever wanted to be.
what a joke it has become.
I'm fast to a better judgment
by saying less today
I will gain more, gain more
no tears to you my, my fickle friend, yeah
you you you you, you brought the art of silent war
I don't wanna talk to you anymore
I'm afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue every time you come around
Cause blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground