tired
I'm so incredibly tired.
just want to crawl into a hole and stop thinking.
when did things become so fucking complicated?
why does it seem to all come at once?
as if handling one problem at a time wasnt enough,
whatever, im just feeling cranky.
thats what a journal is for i guess, venting.
im not really mad at anyone.
just...need a break.
from everything.
i think staying at nicoles for that weekend will be a good thing.
give me a breather from life.
its complexities.
the confusion over why i feel something towards men all the sudden.
i never thought that would come out of my mouth.
but i always said i was open to anything.
just think it would be pretty crazy if it actually happened.
okay, off to study more.
(or perhaps, read pendragon.)
just want to crawl into a hole and stop thinking.
when did things become so fucking complicated?
why does it seem to all come at once?
as if handling one problem at a time wasnt enough,
whatever, im just feeling cranky.
thats what a journal is for i guess, venting.
im not really mad at anyone.
just...need a break.
from everything.
i think staying at nicoles for that weekend will be a good thing.
give me a breather from life.
its complexities.
the confusion over why i feel something towards men all the sudden.
i never thought that would come out of my mouth.
but i always said i was open to anything.
just think it would be pretty crazy if it actually happened.
okay, off to study more.
(or perhaps, read pendragon.)