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bruise bruise bruise!

oh my!

yes, it's true.

i am revoking all of my former convictions, as they mean nothing to me.

all that matters is that i get to where i want to be in the next month, i must.

i must.

ihatebeingsounthin

i can't breathe.
make it stop stop stop.
god i fucking love you.

the sun is out.
and my fingers are black with smeared pencil.
and my carpet is vaccuumed
and the room is comfortably warm.
and my eyes are dry.
and my makeup is dark.
and my hair smells sweet.
and my lips taste sweeter.
and the frequencies are playing a song i love.
and it's not so hard to miss you today.

it's enough to smile.

angelia, you don't eat enough.
you don't dream enough.


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oh wednesday-how mundanely nuetral ( Read more... )

something i wrote...

>>>red overcoats and ashtrays <<<

( subtlety )

today was a waste of my time.
i should have stayed in bed.
don't you just loathe those days...i dont have enough energy for pointless days.

one last picture <3


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i've realized i have a fear of letting people know me. i don't want people to know exactly who i am because they might not like me. that's ridiculous though. i shouldn't be afraid to be who i am, right? i think i'd be confident if i was beautiful. i want to look like those gorgeous models in all the magazines. stupid magazines. they're so bad for ( Read more... )

i hate hate hate germany with an unknown passion. i want to leave BADLY. i just want to live with my cousin jackie. she always knows what i'm thinking and she always has the best advice for me, i hate being so far from her. i just want to go home. i'm an american, i should be living in america, not this sad excuse for a developed country. they don' ( Read more... )