our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance where nobody leads at all

[jerzigirli]

i've realized i have a fear of letting people know me. i don't want people to know exactly who i am because they might not like me. that's ridiculous though. i shouldn't be afraid to be who i am, right? i think i'd be confident if i was beautiful. i want to look like those gorgeous models in all the magazines. stupid magazines. they're so bad for self esteem! eh-such is life right. you have to deal with what you're given, no matter if you like it or not, right? easier said than done though.
*~tap on my window, knock on my door. i want to make you feel beautiful.~*