Well, it's been a long time in coming. (Long rant ahead)

Aug 15, 2007 01:31

That's right all. I am now officially finished. I have had enough. I am tired of the crap.

This is addressed to all the females out there. And I can say this now, in all honesty, because I no longer give a shit about sparing your feelings or saying that “this is out to all the girls but the ones I care about” to protect myself. If the girls out ( Read more... )

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... devil_6018 August 14 2007, 17:30:45 UTC
People can't help feeling the way they feel because the heart is an illogical piece of flesh. I don't know what to say to this because I'm sorry I don't care for you in that way. Please, don't turn into an asshole because of something another person did to you. If you just keep holding on, then that woman who sees you for the amazing gift you are will find you. I don't let my past turn me into a bitch. I don't let my pain translate into anger towards people. I don't want you to get angry at me. I really think that Matt is a good person and I'm glad I'm with him. It's shame I didn't meet you earlier but that's just the way life is. I've let myself love again and I do love you but not in the way you want me to love you. Jeremy, please still be the person I first met and spoke with because I need someone to run to when I have no one else to be my shelter from the pain. I hope that you know that I will keep you safe when you need to hide ( ... )

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Re: ... jeremysensei August 14 2007, 17:52:21 UTC
It's not just about you. I believe I said that in the post. It's about every girl I have felt this way about and have had her say what I posted. The "you" I was referring to was to any girl who I know that may read it. Because all girls need to read it and know what they are doing ( ... )

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Re: ... devil_6018 August 14 2007, 18:05:11 UTC
Well, I'm not like the other girls. Yes, I like for my significant other to be exciting. Why do you think you're not exciting enough for me? I'm not going to talk about how wrong you are that every female sees the outside and not the inside. I'm going to show you. I don't want bad. I want someone reliable and sweet. I've learned that you can't fix anyone, that if you don't match with a person then you should just move on. If you don't want me to share my sorrow then I won't since it seems to irk you.
And not only women are shallow. Men are too.
You see me as being like all the others but I'm not and I can only show you.
I know you're hurting. I know you want to not care anymore. I know exactly how you feel but I didn't let myself become mean and like the others. Don't let yourself fall into that trap.

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Re: ... jeremysensei August 14 2007, 18:34:50 UTC
I am aware that not all girls are the same ( ... )

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Re: ... devil_6018 August 15 2007, 22:45:36 UTC
I liked how he thought when I first spoke with him. I didn't think about fucking him. I thought about friendship. And I have to really know a person for a while before they get me wet ( ... )

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