121 st. marks place, manhattan. my new residence ( Read more... )

lately i've been having the best time since living in new york.
a new group of girlfriends who are just as crazy as i am.
and a boy who knows exactly what i need.

new york in the fall <3

newyorkwhatafuckingbitch

maybe it's because for the last 5 hours i've been reading about cultural representations of women in art or maybe it's the death of my beloved laptop or maybe it's my need for nicotine or the insane diet gaby and i are trying or my insomnia BUT regardless, i haven't felt sane all day.

i feel like i've got into this weird routine. being here makes me feel less motivated to deal with normal things. i really did like going to the dentist. i'm in this strange space between where my life starts and what my life used to be. it's already mid july and soon this will no longer be my home. off to college! yesterday i talked to my parents ( Read more... )

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i miss my life in new york. all my friends right down the hall. no worries about cars or gas or anything. i miss talking to people! constantly doing things, having fun. its not that i'm not happy here because i am i just don't feel normal here anymore. before this was my home and despite the bitching it was all i really ever knew. but now i know so ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting my room for the last time stoned out of my mind. i feel like everything is so final. don't say that everything is going to be alright! i got my recommendation today. so cute i love that damn professor. she said i didn't make fun of people in class. how strange. "She was very thoughtful and insightful when making comments in class, ( Read more... )

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2008 is going to be a good year. being endlessly bored in west side has made me realize that things will get better and that i'm heading in the right direction. less negativity is my new thang. i love all my friends. i love the way everything is going. lalala i'm happy but for some reason my gums hurt. wtf. OMG WISDOM TEETH the 7th i'm panicking ( Read more... )