hmm..
So tonight, my mom asked me if I wanted to move. I wasn't quite sure if she meant it, but then again she was serious the first time she asked me..
At this moment.. I wanna say yes, get away from everything & everyone & start over. I don't want to stop anyone from anything. I don't want to stop him from being with anyone he wants. I just don't know what to do. Maybe a new town, new people, would make me happier. I wouldn't have to wake up in this town and have all these memories, making me miss my dad more that I already do. : /
But when I think about it, I'd miss my friends. I spent my whole life here, this is my home. I mean in 2 more years, I'll be out of this town anyway so whats the point of wasting money? right?
At this moment.. I wanna say yes, get away from everything & everyone & start over. I don't want to stop anyone from anything. I don't want to stop him from being with anyone he wants. I just don't know what to do. Maybe a new town, new people, would make me happier. I wouldn't have to wake up in this town and have all these memories, making me miss my dad more that I already do. : /
But when I think about it, I'd miss my friends. I spent my whole life here, this is my home. I mean in 2 more years, I'll be out of this town anyway so whats the point of wasting money? right?