A quick update on my summer before I go get J from school ( Read more... )

So ive really started to notice this week changes in my body and in my mind. Im trying to post as much as i can on here to keep a diary of my pregnancy etc. Also my memory has gone to mush I think this baby is sucking the fuel from my brain!

Im finding it really hard, I dont have a lot of friends and those I do have are very busy and preoccupied ( Read more... )

So my IVF is coming to an end. Im getting cramps heavy ones.. I stop the medication today and if it hasnt worked then I should get my full TOM at the end of the week! --Still have to test on the 8th though.

Im not sure how I feel about the whole thing, I mean its easy for me to say that im ok with it not workng and that this go was just experimental ( Read more... )

Well im home! Despite a 4 hour delay in toronto which left me late for my doctors appointment and almost having to abandon my IVF cycle Im home. Yeah that was fun!

I decided to seperate some entries mainly because I haven't formulated everything I want to say about my family lol... So we will just start with friends.

I caught up with a bunch of ( Read more... )

You are the most significant person
in my life right now. You are my dearest friend,
the one person I can be open and honest with,
the person who knows me better than I know myself,
with no pretense, and I am accepted by you;
I know who you are, and you know who I am, and we
are able to love one another completely.

We aren't always able to spend as much ( Read more... )

Today Gavin and I have the day off together. We are getting blood tests done as required for IVF need to check Hep and the HIV. Im sure everything will be fine becuase when i was in australia I was tested for this for my VISA... and that wasnt that long ago ( Read more... )

 So I had my first guests in the B&B this weekend! Its good I like doing something ( Read more... )

 
2007 A Year in Review!

January
I rang in 2007 realizing that things weren’t right at home. I spent a lot of time soul searching and went away to Australia on January 15th the best thing I could have done. I really found myself and started to love myself again. It was a bumpy road I decided not to foster children as gavin wasn’t ready and I ( Read more... )

Day 2.

Newcastle
3triple vodka and redbull for 3.00
Hotels
Cars
Clubs
Matt not coming home with us
How did i get this stamp of a penis on my hand?

This all explained later but wow

Fred and Matt My NAVY boys from Italy are coming over this weekend. Its the American long weekend and they have it off!

They fly into newcastle in about 2hours and im VERY VERY VERY excited!

Did I mention I was excited? Oh and their flight number is U2 06474 hahah U2

We are going to a nightclub on Saturday (thats right I said nightclub) LOL im kinda ( Read more... )