Dear future boyfriend,
Hey. I know, I haven't written for a long time. I am kind of busy with life. Living in this world, not just existing takes a big chunk of my time. I hope you understand.
Anyway, I just dropped by to say thank you. Crazy isn't it? You might be thinking, you haven't done anything just yet but here I am showering you with gratitude. You see, couple of weeks ago, there was a friend who has a crazy girlfriend. She kinda' threatened me and the other people with us just because we were with her guy. I may never know what happened between them before, or will ever understand why she's like that but here's what I will tell you, I will respect you as an individual. I may go a little jealous from time to time, but if you ask or notify me where you are, going out with friends and whatnot - I will let you. Not because I don't care, I do - a lot. I care about you, your growth as an individual. I care about your world, mine and ours. It might be a little difficult since it sounds so utopian but I know we can pull it off. I believe in karma. I believe in what goes around, comes around. What you sow is what you reap kinda thing. If we respect each other's space and individuality then we will be able to achieve harmony - that's in theory of course. Which lead me to the next thing I need to say, I am so excited to try all of these theories. When you get past that stage of proving to the world your worth as person, you would just want to prove to yourself that you're enough for one soul. So yes, I hope I will be enough for you because I am perfectly certain that you're enough for me. That whatever broken pieces I have left on the ground will be gone because you will put new pieces in, making me feel brand new.
For all of those, thank you & I cannot wait to meet you. I cannot wait enjoy weekends with you, spend family time with you. Maybe it will all work that we'll end up in a beach, in front of a pastor. Whatever will happen, a promise that will never break is - I will love you, infinitely.
love,
Stephie~
Anyway, I just dropped by to say thank you. Crazy isn't it? You might be thinking, you haven't done anything just yet but here I am showering you with gratitude. You see, couple of weeks ago, there was a friend who has a crazy girlfriend. She kinda' threatened me and the other people with us just because we were with her guy. I may never know what happened between them before, or will ever understand why she's like that but here's what I will tell you, I will respect you as an individual. I may go a little jealous from time to time, but if you ask or notify me where you are, going out with friends and whatnot - I will let you. Not because I don't care, I do - a lot. I care about you, your growth as an individual. I care about your world, mine and ours. It might be a little difficult since it sounds so utopian but I know we can pull it off. I believe in karma. I believe in what goes around, comes around. What you sow is what you reap kinda thing. If we respect each other's space and individuality then we will be able to achieve harmony - that's in theory of course. Which lead me to the next thing I need to say, I am so excited to try all of these theories. When you get past that stage of proving to the world your worth as person, you would just want to prove to yourself that you're enough for one soul. So yes, I hope I will be enough for you because I am perfectly certain that you're enough for me. That whatever broken pieces I have left on the ground will be gone because you will put new pieces in, making me feel brand new.
For all of those, thank you & I cannot wait to meet you. I cannot wait enjoy weekends with you, spend family time with you. Maybe it will all work that we'll end up in a beach, in front of a pastor. Whatever will happen, a promise that will never break is - I will love you, infinitely.
love,
Stephie~