Flying sparks, Losing hope and Gaining Weight
When you are in the middle of bedlam, would you run away or stay until you get defeated or maybe win?
Everyday, we realize something new, sometimes we don't know it but most of the times, it is like that light bulb that for some reason turns on. Sometimes, by itself or by the events that happen or by people. Random people, some we know, some we don't. Yesterday, talking to some friends made me realize one thing, and I had this all along, times are just difficult for me to always remember it. I am happy. I am satisfied.
When asked, 'how are you?' we often say bullshit things such as the majorly abused word; 'fine' Someone asked me not too long ago and I said; 'good, exhausted forever but I am good' then there came that laughter. Don't we get that feeling? That we want things, we want a lot of them, we want to travel thousand miles away, we want to run away from certain people and events in our life, we want all of the material things that this world can offer. Ask yourself though, why don't you? Most of us have the capability to do it, yet we choose to be satisfied with what we have, WE CHOOSE TO STAY. Some will say, 'hey its a difficult decision!', I will never argue with the word difficult but its SIMPLE. If you want it, go get it. If you're half-hearted or totally not into it, don't. Endpoint is, we get to be contented with what is in our plate, we get to feel good about this life that we're living.
Main point is, choices, we have to make them. Everyday of our lives. We get to live life by choosing. Tomorrow, I will not be late. It is a choice. There are those involuntary stuff, including our brain, that cause to pull memories from abyss. Things we want to forget, but it is our choice to linger or move out of that dark place.
Watched Men In Black 3 today and K keeps saying this line; "Don't ask questions you don't want to know the answer to"
Choice. Decision.
Everyday, I choose to be happy.