well its definitely the christmas season now (if it hasn't been for the past month). i was in the bathroom at work expecting to hear our typical classical/light jazz renditions of popular songs when a soulful ray charles warn me of santa clauses impending visit. i mean seriously? christmas jazz in the shitter? this has gone too far

so we go from hilarious "lemme check your id...just kidding" todd to "piss on jeki's floor/tools cuz i'm wasted" todd in about an hour. i mean seriously todd, just cuz u pissed on teeps bed while asking him "what am i, in your room or something" doesn't give you the right to wake up in my house and use my toolbox as a toilet. ok, u were wasted. ok ( Read more... )

today/tonite was different and i liked it. i need something new in my life. i been doin the same ol shit for far too long. not that what i been doing hasn't been fun, but crunkin it up by night and faking work by day just doesnt feel like my calling in life. i have to find something i can do daily that "makes a difference" for people in general to ( Read more... )

i'm goin to bed with a good feeling. and the best part about it is there's no specific reason for me to be doing so. my roommates are shitty (jhemp excepted) my friends make me feel down (though apparently i reciprocate more so) i didn't accomplish much today ('cept a job interview tomorrow and another in 2 weeks) and i wish i were cooler than i am ( Read more... )

i'm quite wasted but for good reason. there's a whole lot of "i don't want to know what's goin down in my house" right now, as per usual. freaky people having sex, kids trying to study for grad school, strange programs on tv, rainy weather, etc. sometimes i want to be involved in it on a much different level but for tonite i'll suffice with zyrtec ( Read more... )

so as it turns out, people actually still read this thing even after all these months of silence. namely teep and jackie so i'll have to be extra careful not to reveal my deepest darkest secretes to the internet at large and by extension people i know in real life ( Read more... )

usually i only write when i'm fellin shitty. not tonite. tonite was cool. quick recap. hung out with the fam, partied at raffi's house, came back and partied w. ken and crew for the first hours of his 24th bday. jay got into town from iraq. really glad to see him, and cassandra too. explored the old high scool slash new high school with all the ( Read more... )

i need to get my life in order. i'll never be happy with other people until i'm happy with myself. everything i want to be requires being confident and comfortable with myself, and i'm not, so if i continue down this same path i'll never be any of those things. its the constant struggle, the story of my miserable little life.

or blog as they call it these days. i'll say i wish i could keep this current and up to date but we all know neither of those is gonna be happening. anyways, its april 10th or there abouts. i'm currently 82% crunk and have been unemployed for a month. life's not that bad but i really need to get a job ( Read more... )

fitting that it be completely unanounced and when i'm drunk. that said, sorry if i'm to drunk to type. to atart, spain spring 2006 was AWESOME. and her i mean the definition of awesome. if you have never been aborad, go ( Read more... )