Happier Than Ever
This song has been on repeat on my AirPods as I typed out the first chapter of the book that I've had swimming in my head for YEARS. It hits real deep. If I ever made a movie about my life, this song would definitely have a prominent role in some of the worst parts of my life with regards to relationships.
When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
Give me a day or two to think of something clever
To write myself a letter to tell me what to do
Do you read my interviews?
Or do you skip my avenue?
When you said you were passing through
Was I even on your way?
I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I was telling you
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do and I'd end up more afraid
Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable
So if you really wanna know
When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
You called me again, drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath
Cause you only listen to your fucking friends
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You made me hate this city
And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad cause that shit's embarrassing
You were my everything
and all that you did was make me fucking sad
So don't waste the time I don't have
And don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
So I shut 'em all out for you cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fucking leave me alone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5GJWxDKyk3A
Holy shit. Anyone who has ever had to live through heartbreak can relate to this. I'm massively in love with this track.
When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
Give me a day or two to think of something clever
To write myself a letter to tell me what to do
Do you read my interviews?
Or do you skip my avenue?
When you said you were passing through
Was I even on your way?
I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I was telling you
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do and I'd end up more afraid
Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable
So if you really wanna know
When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
You called me again, drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath
Cause you only listen to your fucking friends
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You made me hate this city
And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad cause that shit's embarrassing
You were my everything
and all that you did was make me fucking sad
So don't waste the time I don't have
And don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
So I shut 'em all out for you cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fucking leave me alone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5GJWxDKyk3A
Holy shit. Anyone who has ever had to live through heartbreak can relate to this. I'm massively in love with this track.