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Ever since graduate school, I've felt anxious sharing on my journal. I've still written posts, but I feel much more restricted in what I can say. I want to remain anonymous, but I don't feel like I can be these days. What if my coworkers read my complaints and struggles? I want to share, but I also feel like I need to put on a front because I'm ( Read more... )

My natural posture is that of listening. I enjoy observing simply in order to observe. I find it difficult to formulate a response. In college, I loved attending lectures but dreaded class discussions. At work, I'm happy when I'm left to my spreadsheets, but uncomfortable in meetings. In matters of faith, I am altogether content observing a ( Read more... )

Isn't it strange how when I am bored and sitting around online I have lots to say, but when I am well-fed, working hard, and deprived of the net for long periods of time I can't think of *anything* to post O.o ( Read more... )

It's my own fault. I have no one to blame but myself ( Read more... )

Man it has been a while since I have been this down..I can't even sleep. I just feel myself falling to peices. Like everything is fine and then it all falls apart as if nothing was there to begin with ( Read more... )