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I am so...angry. I feel like my fairy tale part of life has ended. I hate guys sometimes, can I just say that? (Not you guys that are reading this!) but manipulative, lying people that make you think one thing and do another. How they can just use you and lose you? I don't understand how I can be so naive time after time, and still not get it.
Youth group was a lot better tonight, until after it was over...yeah. So, sorry about this confusing thing but I have a lot of stuff going on in my head and need to try and sort it out. This is one of those times when I realize I'm in the way, and I've made so many things worse by moving here, and where people do things to lose my trust towards them. I know it's selfish but I just don't want to be here anymore. I can't tell anyone anything, and I need to...I want to dissapear.
Sorry, I'm just having a pity party and I need to get my attitude together, and ask God for help which I should have done in the first place because he's the only one that can fix this! And that was a very long run on sentence.
It hurts inside and I don't know how to handle it.
Youth group was a lot better tonight, until after it was over...yeah. So, sorry about this confusing thing but I have a lot of stuff going on in my head and need to try and sort it out. This is one of those times when I realize I'm in the way, and I've made so many things worse by moving here, and where people do things to lose my trust towards them. I know it's selfish but I just don't want to be here anymore. I can't tell anyone anything, and I need to...I want to dissapear.
Sorry, I'm just having a pity party and I need to get my attitude together, and ask God for help which I should have done in the first place because he's the only one that can fix this! And that was a very long run on sentence.
It hurts inside and I don't know how to handle it.