wow I forgot I had this thing...well nomatter, no one's reads it anyway, but I thought I would come here and spill some of my minds paint on this canvas. It's turned warmer, yet everything here that usually envokes the feelings of warmth have diminished, and so it is only the temperature, the physical warmth I feel, not the hearts warmth that comes ( Read more... )

When I meet a guy who can look at the inside and see beauty I will hold on to him for life. I am holding out till that day.

Sometimes something happens to just warm your heart. A potentially bad situation turned out quite humerous. I'm getting a little disturbed though. I have a book which up till now has been a word for word premonition of my life. I don't believe in stuff like fortune telling or any of that but when you see your life following in exact order, word for ( Read more... )

It seems right now that whenever one problem gets resolved, another one pops up. They just keep on coming. These battles are hard to fight, and being a christian doesn't always make it easier either. so many times I just want to respond in violence or cuss someone out or respond in a way completely dishonoring to God, but I know that in order to ( Read more... )

Beauty For Spring ( Read more... )

I think I phrased myself badly in my last entry. I wasn't reffering to me, I was reffering to people in general: actually a situation in our church. So sorry if that was unclear. I could really care less what people think about me; it's just that I'm sick of this popularity game in general and always having to tell people the shut up when they ( Read more... )

sigh. huff. I can't wait to get to college. I hate high school popularity contests. it's retarded. and the way people have to make you feel bad about yourself so they can feel better is something I don't understand. if anyone has answers to this question please leave me a comment telling me!!

So God answered two of my prayers since yesterday. I've learned that he really cares about all those fleeting thoughts and loved to see us thankful when he blesses us ( Read more... )

I had to share this with you. It touched me so deeply, especially since I've been talking about how Jesus romances us ( Read more... )

I just realized I haven't updated this thing in forever. So hey. somebody should leave me some comments. I need to feel the love!!!!
So my youth pastor put me in charge of starting a drama team, so I could use some prayer, just that everything goes smoothly and people will get involved. tootles!