Alone
I feel alone most of the time. I find other around me but they don't see me or chose to see me for who I am or what I believe in. Most of the time I find myself getting frustrated with this or annoyed that people don't find the time to fully listen to others. I look at myself and I do not ever think I have made time for someone in my life. I think I'm a pretty compassionate person. I have many other faults but I have that good quality down to a science at least. I tend to treat others with the respect that I feel they deserve. I feel bad when I can tell others fee alone, unexcepted, broken or down in the dumps. Where is that person for me when I feel all those emotions run through my veins?
I tend to give too much of myself. I feel like a gas tank that is always running close to empty. I need a few refulling stations in my life so I don't fizzle out.
Had a pretty good weekend. Need to start focusing back on my health and me for a while to get myself physically and mentally healthy again. Haven't felt that good in either aspect of late. Played a pretty good game of soccer on Sunday and had a couple goals for confidence. I felt really good getting back on the field and playing competitively. It made me realize how much I need that in my life.
I tend to give too much of myself. I feel like a gas tank that is always running close to empty. I need a few refulling stations in my life so I don't fizzle out.
Had a pretty good weekend. Need to start focusing back on my health and me for a while to get myself physically and mentally healthy again. Haven't felt that good in either aspect of late. Played a pretty good game of soccer on Sunday and had a couple goals for confidence. I felt really good getting back on the field and playing competitively. It made me realize how much I need that in my life.