Jun 05, 2005 21:09
my cat is going insane. and i mean literally. its like she has seizures every hour or so and its scary as hell. itll be dead silent and all of a sudden it sounds like someone is killing her the way she screams. its extremely unnerving and really stressful. it started last night and we left her out. like 12am i hear her screaming agian and she's in my bathroom (managed to climb the stairs w/ out screaming...which makes me think she literally is going insane, so the screaming might not be from pain) anyways, we trapped her in there so she wouldnt hurt herself anymore from jumping around. in order to get her out, she was stuck in her litter box we all had to put on like leather clothing so she wouldnt maul us to death. it was crazy. so now, the only choice is see if she gets better cuz we can't even take her anywhere to get her help. if she doesnt change we're going to have to put her to sleep b/c hearing death shrieks every hour is not a way to live, for us or her. anyways, its really sad b/c we cant even comfort her or help. so when it sounds like shes dying, i have to try and ignore it.
im really tired b/c i didnt sleep at all last night b/c of her screaming and im sick and cant breathe. but im looking forward to senior breakfast tomorrow, should be a somewhat fun day. and i get to sleep in a bit! yay highschool is almost over, and ju i got my papers organized for a burning party. we must plan