incomplete

Dec 27, 2005 22:16

what do you do when your heart desires so much?......im trapped....im trapped inside myself. im longing for so many things....i can't be released. why can i not find happiness?....not a day of my life goes by where i have been completely and utterly happy. i almost feel lonely. it is my feeling of incompletion that causes me not to be completely ( Read more... )

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cokoraul September 15 2006, 06:58:29 UTC
hey sabrina....
its me..man..you havnt come on for a loooong time, i wasnt going to reply to this post that you made..i remember writing a reply..but then deleting it..cuz i thought it was the smae ol' thing that youd heard a million and one times..and then you never wrote a new post...and now im really sorry that 37 weeks have gone by since we've commuincated...
i hope all is well....acutaly what i really hope is that you get this....but yea..you and cody are probably married now or something...and i hope that everything with you and God is good..like not just superfishaly good...but good...i can only hope you know what i mean...
i would really like to hear from you...i miss our little talks..
well...for now i bid adue
stay gold ponyboy!
cokoraul

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jason_felix September 18 2006, 19:54:32 UTC
i recieved your comment with a big smile on my face. it is soo exciting to hear from you again.i have not been on livejournal in a very long time. i was thinking about livejournal just the other day, feeling that i should probably return to it and start writing again. it always made me feel good to write. i can look back on all of my previous entries and it brings back all of those memories. i can hardly remember what happened yesterday let alone last year...so maybe i should return to the wonderful livejournal scene. i'm glad you still write. it is comforting to know that you are still writing. well, everything with me is absolutely wonderful. A lot of things have happened in the past year that have been remarkable. God has really been opening a lot of doors for me and he has really helped me to grow up. it feels nice to grow up. [even though peterpan is a favorite =) Me and cody are not married, far from, even if it does happen. not saying it will for sure; i've left that up to God ( ... )

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hey jason_felix September 18 2006, 19:55:04 UTC
i recieved your comment with a big smile on my face. it is soo exciting to hear from you again.i have not been on livejournal in a very long time. i was thinking about livejournal just the other day, feeling that i should probably return to it and start writing again. it always made me feel good to write. i can look back on all of my previous entries and it brings back all of those memories. i can hardly remember what happened yesterday let alone last year...so maybe i should return to the wonderful livejournal scene. i'm glad you still write. it is comforting to know that you are still writing. well, everything with me is absolutely wonderful. A lot of things have happened in the past year that have been remarkable. God has really been opening a lot of doors for me and he has really helped me to grow up. it feels nice to grow up. [even though peterpan is a favorite =) Me and cody are not married, far from, even if it does happen. not saying it will for sure; i've left that up to God ( ... )

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Re: hey cokoraul October 15 2006, 03:57:54 UTC
ok..ive started a respose a few times now..but there has never been a good time..cuz ive always gotten inturupted...but this time is going to be good ( ... )

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Re: hey cokoraul October 17 2006, 01:49:11 UTC
hmmm...soo here is the deal, i'm not to sure if i am prepared to write what i wish i could....writing today has been alittle hard. my mind is very blank. so sorry in advance for anything that does not make sense. i am sorry to hear about you being so far away from your family...i could not imagine being away from mine. Life would just seem empty without them around. i hope everything at camp continues to go well. it is sad to hear about your mother having breast cancer. I have full understanding of how scary that must make you feel. My mom had breast cancer a few years ago, fortunately she got it taken care of. i am also in pain to hear about your parents splitting. i can also vouch for that situation, because my mother and my father split when i was a baby, and now my mother and my step father [who practically raised me] are getting a divorce as well. it is really sad because he is like a second father to me. i know God is working on that situation and preparing everyone for the transition ( ... )

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Re: hey jason_felix October 17 2006, 01:50:02 UTC
hmmm...soo here is the deal, i'm not to sure if i am prepared to write what i wish i could....writing today has been alittle hard. my mind is very blank. so sorry in advance for anything that does not make sense. i am sorry to hear about you being so far away from your family...i could not imagine being away from mine. Life would just seem empty without them around. i hope everything at camp continues to go well. it is sad to hear about your mother having breast cancer. I have full understanding of how scary that must make you feel. My mom had breast cancer a few years ago, fortunately she got it taken care of. i am also in pain to hear about your parents splitting. i can also vouch for that situation, because my mother and my father split when i was a baby, and now my mother and my step father [who practically raised me] are getting a divorce as well. it is really sad because he is like a second father to me. i know God is working on that situation and preparing everyone for the transition ( ... )

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