drawing closer

[japanesewannabe]

It's cool to see this prayer finally being answered, or more like this desire being fulfilled. I haven't really pursued knowing Jesus in a personal way, or in a way that really pleases God. And it's actually been cool to experience how life will fall apart if you keep on trying to live without drawing close to Him. Because after knowing how distressful it is to live without Jesus, knowing Him can be that much more cherished. And not to say that there is a drastic change. It's really small and subtle, but it's enough of a start that even I noticed it. It's good to rest assured that even if outer situations won't change, the inner one will continue to.

Drawing closer to the Lord; definitely the one thing in life worth seeking.