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i need a list of things to do before i die.
1. sell a painting
2. write a book
3. get it published
4. get twin cats - brother and sister - and name the Dinah and Beast
5. back pack south america
6. back pack south africa
7. get my BA and teaching credential
8. go skinny dipping
9. shave my head
10. get my wing tattoo

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my mama likes Within Temptation so much she wants a cd for her car.
sometimes shes absolutely amazing.

padfoot very well may end up savaging my lap top before the end of august.
honestly. madness.

i think im gonna take a break from here for a while. you know where else to find me.

its really really difficult.
and theres nothing i can do to make it any easier.

i've missed this place, disgustingly enough.

we're getting a cat. ^_^

everythings better now. or at least its not getting any worse... the trick is to keep breathing and saying that everything will get better. cause it will. you just gotta say it enough. you'll start believing it after a while.

not that things are good. its just better.

and im still very very tired.

yay for therapy wednesdays.
blah.

he calls.
and im barely functional.
speach impedimented by the mere 5 hours of sleep in the 44 hours since i had last seen a bed.

but im better now.

and we're good.

and things will be just fine.
even if theyre not.

H O M E

i just broke a nail.

and my mommy caught be buying cigarettes.

ill be home on sunday afternoon. gimme a call.