speaking of which... your eyes
i need a list of things to do before i die.
1. sell a painting
2. write a book
3. get it published
4. get twin cats - brother and sister - and name the Dinah and Beast
5. back pack south america
6. back pack south africa
7. get my BA and teaching credential
8. go skinny dipping
9. shave my head
10. get my wing tattoo
theres more, but thats for later.
live today, but never forget about tomorrow.
things are good right now. probably a little too good. im happy, and that one side of the spectrum. i feel the joy underneath it and i know that i have to push past the fleeting pleasure to revel in the contentment, but its hard.
all of its hard. there are frustrating days. there are beautiful days too though.
im trying to take every opportunity to be a human being right now.
1. When you're home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
yes. always.
2. Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
too many times, but im here now, and thats all that matters
4. You win the $300 million power-ball lottery. What do you do with it?
buy a house, furnish it, pay off my parents bills, live off the interest, keep rolling with life
5. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
way too loud
6. Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
beach. i get too cold
7. When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night?
morning, but im a shower person. love it love it love it
8. Can you watch scary movies alone?
lord no
9. Soft bed or firm?
a bed is a bed. i take the floor often enough that i dont care
10. Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
out and about
11. When was the last time you've had cramps?
today from running
12. Favorite necklace?
christening ring and ballet shoe
13. Are you more likely to be with a large group of people or a few close ?
few close
14. What are your plans for November?
classes
15. Where would you like to live?
california
16. Who was your last hug?
steve
17. What's on your mind right now?
life and beyond, my list of things to do before i die
18. What is one fear that you can't seem to overcome?
the dark
19. Are you good at math?
i used to eb
20. What's stashed under your bed?
depends on who's bed you consider mine. but clothes is the real answer
21. Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?
they got me here, didnt they?
22. In the opposite sex, where should their piercing(s) be?
ears i guess. i donno. its a personal choice
23. Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
part time roomies
24. Do you drink iced coffee?
chilled, not iced
25. Do you like to drive?
not at all
26. What is your favorite thing to wear?
i have to agree with tams - playing dress up is SO fun
27. If you found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
be very very very unfathomably upset
28. Do you give money to homeless people when they ask?
hardly ever
29. A weekend in Las Vegas or Key West?
vegas baby. sin city
30. Last time you cried?
heaven and hell
31. Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
yep
32. You have 3 months left to live, what do you do?
write and paint and love
33. You're having a bad day, what's one thing that can make your day better?
good friends, good food, good times
34. What's worse: Tanning bed or Sun Rays?
beds
35. Have you ever talked on the phone for 5+ hours?
too many times
36. You wake up in an unfamiliar place, what is your first reaction?
freak out
37. Is there anything that you should be doing right now?
being social
38. If there was a way to know when and how you're going to die, would you want to know?
nope
39. What is your favorite breakfast?
pudding, cigarettes and diet coke, a sunrise, a good book, and my beautiful boy - breakfast of champions
40. Your phone rings at 4am, who do you expect it to be?
jake
41. Last thing you ate?
onions
42. are you vegetarian?
hahaha. no
43. Do you hate anyone?
occasionally
45. Do you have kids?
im gonna have cats
46. Would you want to date anyone on your top friends?
eh...
47. Do you go to school?
yessir
48. What's your relationship with the people in your top friends?
love and friendship
49. Do you have a crush on someone?
i again agree with tams - i have a crush on EVERY boy. ^_^
50. Do they know?
i would hope so
1. sell a painting
2. write a book
3. get it published
4. get twin cats - brother and sister - and name the Dinah and Beast
5. back pack south america
6. back pack south africa
7. get my BA and teaching credential
8. go skinny dipping
9. shave my head
10. get my wing tattoo
theres more, but thats for later.
live today, but never forget about tomorrow.
things are good right now. probably a little too good. im happy, and that one side of the spectrum. i feel the joy underneath it and i know that i have to push past the fleeting pleasure to revel in the contentment, but its hard.
all of its hard. there are frustrating days. there are beautiful days too though.
im trying to take every opportunity to be a human being right now.
1. When you're home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
yes. always.
2. Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
too many times, but im here now, and thats all that matters
4. You win the $300 million power-ball lottery. What do you do with it?
buy a house, furnish it, pay off my parents bills, live off the interest, keep rolling with life
5. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
way too loud
6. Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
beach. i get too cold
7. When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night?
morning, but im a shower person. love it love it love it
8. Can you watch scary movies alone?
lord no
9. Soft bed or firm?
a bed is a bed. i take the floor often enough that i dont care
10. Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
out and about
11. When was the last time you've had cramps?
today from running
12. Favorite necklace?
christening ring and ballet shoe
13. Are you more likely to be with a large group of people or a few close ?
few close
14. What are your plans for November?
classes
15. Where would you like to live?
california
16. Who was your last hug?
steve
17. What's on your mind right now?
life and beyond, my list of things to do before i die
18. What is one fear that you can't seem to overcome?
the dark
19. Are you good at math?
i used to eb
20. What's stashed under your bed?
depends on who's bed you consider mine. but clothes is the real answer
21. Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?
they got me here, didnt they?
22. In the opposite sex, where should their piercing(s) be?
ears i guess. i donno. its a personal choice
23. Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
part time roomies
24. Do you drink iced coffee?
chilled, not iced
25. Do you like to drive?
not at all
26. What is your favorite thing to wear?
i have to agree with tams - playing dress up is SO fun
27. If you found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
be very very very unfathomably upset
28. Do you give money to homeless people when they ask?
hardly ever
29. A weekend in Las Vegas or Key West?
vegas baby. sin city
30. Last time you cried?
heaven and hell
31. Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
yep
32. You have 3 months left to live, what do you do?
write and paint and love
33. You're having a bad day, what's one thing that can make your day better?
good friends, good food, good times
34. What's worse: Tanning bed or Sun Rays?
beds
35. Have you ever talked on the phone for 5+ hours?
too many times
36. You wake up in an unfamiliar place, what is your first reaction?
freak out
37. Is there anything that you should be doing right now?
being social
38. If there was a way to know when and how you're going to die, would you want to know?
nope
39. What is your favorite breakfast?
pudding, cigarettes and diet coke, a sunrise, a good book, and my beautiful boy - breakfast of champions
40. Your phone rings at 4am, who do you expect it to be?
jake
41. Last thing you ate?
onions
42. are you vegetarian?
hahaha. no
43. Do you hate anyone?
occasionally
45. Do you have kids?
im gonna have cats
46. Would you want to date anyone on your top friends?
eh...
47. Do you go to school?
yessir
48. What's your relationship with the people in your top friends?
love and friendship
49. Do you have a crush on someone?
i again agree with tams - i have a crush on EVERY boy. ^_^
50. Do they know?
i would hope so