Aug 23, 2006 19:29
the way i see it,
i am in 4 parts rights now
representing 5 diffrent people that greatly affect the way i live my life.
without them, i would be lost.
thank you for teaching me to be kind, generous, and patient. from you i have learned to laugh at myself, and to live life to the fullest.
thank you for being just like me, for listening to everything i have to say, and then sharing your stories with me, thank you for the laughs, the tears, the singing and the silly fights. thank you for teaching me about gum, and certain household cleaners. thank you for waking up at 3 AM when i needed people to "talk to" :-). thank you for having my back, always.
thank you for teaching me to be "a proper young lady". you truly dont understand how much you have affected me. thank you for pulling me out of my hole, and pushing me back in the right direction. thank you for the conversations that i thought i could never have with anyone. thank you for taking care of me, when i was not at my best. from you i have learned to think about my actions before i do them.
you have been in my life for what seems like forever, yet we still have lots to accomplish together. you have taught me to take on challenges yet not go crazy.lately, things were going on the right track, and im sorry i screwed it up. i love you. ok? i really truly love you and cant wait to spend more time with you.
last year at this time, my life was upside down. but i think, for once, more things are correctly placed in my life than not.
i turn 17 in 3.5 days
a few months ago i didnt want this day to come.
all of a sudden...
i cant wait
and not because of the cake and presents...
for once, i feel ok with where i am.
happy?
content?
amused?
excited?
loved?
yeah, thats me :-)