its. over.
and this sux. i miss everything. honestly. i had the most amazing time of my life, and now its over. and i feel like once things were that high, they can only go down. you know? like. that was the best my life has ever ever been. could it go any higher? i dont know. i miss my triplets in crime. i miss running, just because. i miss everything. i miss looking at the stars. and there are so many more things i wanted to do but didnt.
well. actually. not really. i got a lot done this summer that i wanted to do. i feel like it was the first time i truly just... lived. i got ot be myself and i was happy and content with my life. i feel like im just in a bad dream, and i shoul dwake up, in my great high bed, when someone comes for a visit at 4am drunk as hell. this isnt where i belong. i belong in three rivers MI. i miss everything about it. even koris. i miss my brinum meitiesi. i miss the secada whose life we celebrates. i miss having someone to talk to while im in the shower. i miss allwyas having someone to straighten the back of my hair. i miss walking everywhere. i miss lit and tevzemes milestiba. i miss going capot. i miss vakar dziesma. i miss ballites. things arent the same here. and i would do anything to go back.
well. actually. not really. i got a lot done this summer that i wanted to do. i feel like it was the first time i truly just... lived. i got ot be myself and i was happy and content with my life. i feel like im just in a bad dream, and i shoul dwake up, in my great high bed, when someone comes for a visit at 4am drunk as hell. this isnt where i belong. i belong in three rivers MI. i miss everything about it. even koris. i miss my brinum meitiesi. i miss the secada whose life we celebrates. i miss having someone to talk to while im in the shower. i miss allwyas having someone to straighten the back of my hair. i miss walking everywhere. i miss lit and tevzemes milestiba. i miss going capot. i miss vakar dziesma. i miss ballites. things arent the same here. and i would do anything to go back.