Yay well now I got this figured out from my phone, I can post a little more maybe. Just too much shit going on. And I'm sick of people doing things that they said and promised not to do, like talk about me behind my back. Just proves trust is NOT there. Meh, at leafy I do what I promise and shit. Just wish it ment something when someone else ( Read more... )

So last night was fun. Had 3 seizures then couldn't even move for like 5 hours afterwards. Managed to get up and get liquids into my system. The entire night was hell. Today will be hell. Every day before now and future is going to be hell. Weither I want it to be or not. It's how it always is and always will be. My last days remaining I spend ( Read more... )

Why is it whenever you spill your heart to someone, they don't give two shits? Why is it that you can get hurt over and over and over, and it just doesn't matter. What do you do when you think you have something good going on.. Then it turns out to be gone, just like that.. Never existed.. How do you confide in someone when they lie to you to try ( Read more... )

Work Sucked. Double shift on day off, then back at 6:30am. Gimmi knife of the stabbity stab stabness. Yay! Poke.

Why do I feel so dead..

So today we did No Frills in Campbellford. Woke up this morning, showered all fine, then threw up. Nothing but stomach acid and blood. And not a little like it was all dark red. Been doing that every morning for the past 3 or 4 days or so. Got to work, threw up twice, then had break, then threw up, then finished and came back here. Everything's ( Read more... )

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I'm back. Work was long yesterday. I ended up staying from my shift(3pm-8pm) till 11pm instead. The supervisor was training 3 new people, and when 8pm came around, that would leave Heather, and some other Chris guy alone with her, so I told her I'd stay till 11 to help out. I ended up Constantly running out front during My Cleaning Time, to help ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Been trying to update more oftain, but when I said that, I also got a job at the Tim Horton's at Monaghan and Lansdowne Street. Shifts have been all over the place, but is a hell of alot slower than the one I WAS at in St. John's, so it's like one big powernap there =p. I ended up getting a new cell, which means I lost EVERYONE'S ( Read more... )

As previous post stated, My life long dream was gone. But again, only one can hope for (hopefully) a new one from it.. But I don't know. Alot of things seems to be changing.. Very quickly.. Alot of my hopes now seem completely hopeless, and my future dreams are gone, replaced with (hopefully) new one's.. But who knows what will come of it/them. ( Read more... )